Dark seeds within grow,
Despair black doom,
Bitter bad time rolls,
Hope is futile faith.
I am alone.
Souls came and stayed,
Never lasting desire,
Fading away, gone,
Ship without a home.
I am forsaken.
Misery defeated,
Hell needs to know,
I will let it go,
Dust in dust.
I am deserted.
Glimmer light shines,
Sparkling and bright,
What is this appearing,
I think it a light.
I am blind.
Another squinted look,
An Angel or my doom,
What? Cries the Saviour,
It was not me.
I am dying.
With wobbly legs,
Stomach running round,
Light headed fear,
Angel greeting me.
I am bliss.
Her beauty was unknown,
Hiding immersed within,
The look hard as stone,
Heart of fragile glass.
I am calling.
Gaze the inner scene,
Cry at what I see,
Another desperate Soul,
Alone like me!
I am watching.
Watch from far away,
Close the gap,
A little, ah now,
A little more.
I am silent.
Reach out my hand,
To find behind,
A flower glow,
A flower grow.
I am here.
To talk and laugh,
To share and feel,
To care,
Bliss and blessing.
I am loved.
I sing to you,
My love,
Songs from sea,
Songs from sky.
I am captured.
Dark seeds spill,
Nurtured in your light,
Despair is loosing,
Sunflowers feed my soul.
I am awakened.
Nothing can compare,
Reel from the wreck,
That was my ship,
Lost at sea.
I am home.
Heaven is not above,
Hell is not below,
Glory to the lady,
Dust to life.
I am consumed.